Archive for April 7th, 2006



April 7, 2006

Dearest Twin,

I laughed at the coincidence, when I read yours. LoL. Yeah, weird, huh? Dreams. Hmm, about the point of action you mentioned, I seriously dunno man. -rubs beardless chin- It's not that I can't take the rejection or anything like it. Just that I'm currently trying to keep up with my own life, don't think I want to burden someone else with mine.

Haha, and told you before, I've grown to be a boring person. Who'd want me man?

Ehems, I didn't really dream about you~ Haha, but think you know that anyway 😉 Actually was thinking of organising a jc class outing next week, after I cleared my deadlines and before the study break starts. Haven't really settled on that yet. No clear point of action~

Should I really roll on the minefield or just shoot myself by taking the risk? Seems like an uncalculated risk. Whatever that is. Ahahaha, if this post doesn't make sense to you, don't worry. I don't quite understand it either. My mind's on holiday now.


Love Lots <3<3<3,
your other half

[ps: don't worry about paparrazis, I don't even know who else bothers to read this space lolz]



April 7, 2006

I miss you so much
It's overwhelming me
Imagining you in touch
Though it's hardly to be

I wish I could hear you
I wish I could see you
But all I had of you
Only in dreams of you

I wish I could tell you
Yet I wish I didn't have to
I wish you would know
Just by my little hello

I don't know why
I feel as if it's a lie
That it's just a fantasy
Not my feelings truly

I tried to forget
But there you appeared
Again and again in fact
In dreams so weird

Tell me it's just my wishful thinking
Tell me that I'm just having weird dreams
Tell me it's nothing important

I don't know how to phrase this
I kept having dreams of you
Regardless of whether I thought of you before I slept

Am I truly dreaming?
Or are you really someone to me?